A New Day, A New Symptom...

Today, thankfully my mood is so much better than yesterday. I don't know if it was a combination of tiredness, or just letting my body rest last night, or what. But whatever it was that I did, or didn't do, helped.. I didn't workout last night and instead opted to make a nice healthy ramen dish for my guys and catch up on some tv, which funny enough ended up being me watching "Its the Great Pumpkin Charlie Brown!"

Just letting myself veg-out on the couch after dinner was so nice and such a luxury. I think it was exactly what I needed, because today, the pill-ish attitude and volcanic tremors have thankfully subsided. I don't feel crazy today, and thank GOD I don't feel like I need to hurt someone. I know something's going on with my little hormones because this is such a swing for me. I'm normally pretty mellow and have a steady demeanor. (most of the time)

Today, cramps. Cramps galore. Again *my disclaimer - it could be PMS, I'm not claiming it is or isn't I'm just noting facts* HOWEVER, cramping this early on is a little unusual for me, so I'm excited about this new little symptom. The cramping was mild before lunch, and after walking back from the cafeteria with my friend, and sitting back at my desk, they're starting to get stronger...If it gets worse, I will take a painkiller for it. But for now, I'm okay.

I'm about 11dpo, roughly I think. I'm still in the two-week-wait, which for someone like me, is as excruicating as waiting for paint to dry. Patience, I think that's what this whole process is teaching me. I have zero of it, well, actually I'm starting to learn that I do have it, even if it's a little bit. The only thing that keeps grating away at me, is my noisey cube neighbor. She really is super loud. Talks loudly, laughs loudly and has so many people "dropping by" to visit her its like a party in her cube every half hour. That is enough to annoy the heck out of me, premenstrual, pregnant or otherwise. Even my cool soundproof earphones aren't enough to drone her out. Which really sucks because she's a nice person, just too loud for my quiet-as-a-mouse-in-a-church style of working. As a designer, I like quietness, or soothing relaxing jazz. *sigh* ~Baby, someday we'll have our very own home office where music will be soothing anytime I choose and I won't have to subject my ears, and possibly to you developing in your glorious stages to this disturbing nonsense.

Okay, that's enough crazy for today.

Here's a picture for the Charles Schultz fans.

Enjoy!